WeLCoM3 2 PsYcHo WoRLd…..

2nite…. not feelin in mood…. had father’s day celebration dinner with grandpa… bt turned out tht… i’m kinda in bad mood now… i saw soo many human’s very ugly side tonite.. very ugly side.. very despair.. really not in mood.. even tho i noe abt tht ugly side of human… BUT i never experience it MYSELF……. juz now really feel wanna run off d place.. juz feel… too fed up.. all d while durin d dinner, i juz b a 3rd viewer in d restaurant.. n.. i’m juz too down… c myself.. experience myself how humans can actually competing frm 1 another.. n s well s how humans can ‘berkomplot’ in order 2 get wat they 1… n saw soo much thing 2day.. juz feel d world is very dark.. all this while.. i REALLy believe d world is very bright, no dark side.. d world is everythin very nice n good… no bad things around.. even tho ppl told me d other way, i stil choose NOT 2 believe.. n finally.. i experience it dy… i HV 2 believe it.. I HV 2 face d truth.. nothing is perfect in tis world… looks like i hv 2 wake up frm my fairy tale dream… n it really make me sooo broken-hearted.. my point of view on earth has changed.. bcoz of… HUMANS….. d humans itself…

i m a human too.. how ironic tht is.. bt rite now.. i feel i stil haven’t really hv tht very ugly side yet…. n.. i really hope tht….. I WON’T b like them s well, one day…. i realy x 1…. i hope i WON’T… juz feelin a bit down now..

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