only u….. can b there 4 me rite now….
bt….. can u help me with everythin???
i wonder….
in the end, it’s stil up 2 me 2 help myself out…. not u…
u’ll not b here all d time..
i’m juz all alone on tis earth without u….
i was born to tis earth alone. n… i’m goin 2 leave tis world alone..
now, mayb… i shuld learn myself.. 2 live life without u…
for u won’t b there 4 me late at midnights….
the truth is.. v r 2 individuals.. 2 different lives goin on…
u hv 2 deal with urs.. n i hv 2 go on with mine…
v r so happened 2 b here.. right here.. at this crossroad.. where v meet each another…
However..
one day..
i’ve 2 fly 2 my sky… n… u to urs…
v hv 2 separate…
frm tis crossroad…
take an opposite turning…
n….
i’ve 2 learn…
2 live without u….
(the end)
hmm.. it’s 4.25am dy.. n i’m stil not sleep yet.. y?? i x noe.. suppose do my presentation slides n assignment. all piling.. n d due date is in 2 or 3 days time. bt.. i’m juz… tOO LAZY… can’t work….need a breath of freash air frm EVERYTHING…. juz finis econs group assignment.. so tiring.. not counted days b4 wed tht i osos lack of sleep, on wed 21st June, i slept from 8pm till 10.30pm. n i forced myself 2 wake up, start d econs essay assignment.. hv 2 write d whole essay n d time is tic tac tic tac goin on….
then on thurs i slept at 8AM.. d WHOLE nite i NEVER sleep!! 8am slept till 9.45AM. coz hv social sc lecture at 11am. n then after d lecture at 1pm. went n hv instant noodles s my lunch. tis whole week, bcoz of tht econs esssay, i had sooooooooooo much instant noodles.. haih…. n then, went 2 comp lab 2 continue d econs essay. only finis 1st ques.. there r 2 ques. so, start d 2nd 1 while my group members editing my 1st . i can’t cut down d words.. u noe la.. my baby wor.. difficult 2 cut.. kaka…. then, decided whole nite NOT gooin 2 sleep till friday 3pm.. thought of goin 2 sleep in my dad’s car on the way back 2 my hometown at 3pm.. bt finally… when i reached comp lab.. open all d files, all d infos saved, my eyes r sooo tired. so i slept in comp lab 4 around 30 minutes then forced myself 2 wake up. n started d work.. i even set 2 alarms every hour. 1 is my watch, d other is my hp.. i 4got 2 bring along my small alarm even tho i planned 2 do so… haih… then i’m so glad when i finis writing d essay at 3 sth AM.. waka… so, start read d real referencing way given by ms. ng… i read till keep fishing.. then, i asleep on 2 chairs.. sitin on 1 n 1head on d other.. haih.. then i never vinis tht website.. n YC n i went back 2 our room at 6AM. i planned 2 wake up again at 8 to prepare breakfast, then continue do d referencing at 9am… haih.. summor i fell sick tht time.. haih..
then finally, i ended up wake up at 9.30am.. so, juz drank soya bean.. never take anything else s my breakfast.. bt of course, i hv biscuits in my bag since two days i stayed up while nite in comp lab.. muz hv sth 2 stay me awake ma.. hahah.. n 2 give me energy lo.. waka… so, my breakfast is not really a breakfast… finally, i finis d referencing n editing of d essay at 3 pm i suppose.. n handed it up. haih… poor thing.. bt to bad tht all my group members r not stayin on or off campus.. so, i was left alone, i hv 2 passed d essay up .. feel.. SO RELIEVED after passing up.. it was raining d whole day tht day.. mayb…. d sky is cryin 4 me s well.. 4 being so tired.. haha.. then.. actually bcoz of d essay, i asked my dad 2 come n fetched me at 4 sth instead of 3.. done everything.. when my dad reached, i’m stil packing.. waka.. n tht time is 4 sth.. n i HAVEN’T HAD my LUNCH YET!!!! NOT even biscuits!!! so, i had some biscuits in dad’s car.. n immediately went SLEEP!! honestly, i tink when a person is TOO TIRED, he/she can’t sleep.. tht’s wat i experienced on thurs morning when i tried 2 sleep at 8AM after stayin up all nite.. YY even woke up frm her sleep, n i tht time only wanna sleep. haha.. on dad’s car.,. really SLEEP..
reached home, after dinner, my parents HALAU me 2 go bathe IMMEMDIATELY.. n asked me 2 SLEEP after tht.. so.. i sleep at around 9pm on friday.. haha.. shuld b 8.30… then ppl sms me, tis n tht, until 9 like tht lo.. kaka… n guess wat time i woke up on sat?? haha.. suppose at 7 or 8 am.. BUT i ended up waking up at 12PM!!!!! geng ler?? -_-lll…. haha.. so, basically, sat whole day never do anythin.. watch tv.. soooo lazy… haih….. i’m goin 2 die.. coz haven’t started my assignment.. wish i hv more time… wish…. somebody can help me… wish i can b exempted frm doin d asignment.. wish… i’m stil a form 5 girl.. wish………….. my desire’ll always b unlimited n infinite…. bt wat i can do is always limited n scarce… (interesting, rite?) hakhak.. =P
i’m goin 2 get my freedom SOON…. soon.. wish now is the soon…
happy tht now no more sick.. HOME really cures EVERYTHING.. on d way home, my sick juz flew away frm me.. phew… kaka.. HOME SWEET HOME… really love tis phrase now… love ya, daddy n mummy..
chao~
女生的心很脆弱~~~
常因為你的小體貼而感動，如果你一直對我好 我可能就會喜歡你
女生的感情很豐富~~~
喜歡你的我，會毫不保留的付出，天真的認為有天你就會懂
女生的心很容易受傷~~~
所以我不輕易說出口~~~假如期望落空了，傷心難過很不好受
女生的心很倔強 ~~~
總希望你先說，如果你也猶豫不決…
或許我們就這樣錯過…再來後悔為何當初不說……
男生的心很脆弱~~~
常常因為妳的小動作而心碎，如果妳一直若即若離，我怎麼敢喜歡妳
男生的心思很細密~~~
喜歡妳的我，會不計一切的付出，單純的以為你會懂得珍惜
男生的愛很不容易說出口~~~
因為一旦說出口，或許再也沒有或許了，彼此悲傷見面真的很不好受
男生的心很懦弱~~~
總怕傷心而緊閉雙唇，或許一打開雙唇盡吐心語後
就會後悔當初為何不乖乖沉靜在那片刻的幸福中…..
therefore…. appreciate your loved ones… it’s hard for a couple to get together for guys and girls think VERY DIFFERENTLY… and their thoughts are TOTALLy opposite from one another…. and it’s a miracle for a couple to get along very well… therefore….
treasure the moments with him /her..
Ask yourself…. do you really APPRECIATE EVERYTHING around you? EVERY single human, living thing, object, nature…. anything. DO U??? well… humans tend to get used to the environment and thus, forget about the word ‘appreciate’… one’ll realise how much he/she need d other one until…… he/she experience d feelings of losing d other one… or even… just get separated for few days… that’s when one usually realise HOW MUCH you NEED d other one…… n if you’ve lost him / her, youll regret…. for whatever you’ve done all this while.. regret for treating him / her badly.. sorry for never taking him/ her in mind.. sorry for everything wrong you’ve done…. but…. what can I say?? that’s too LATE.. Over is over.
Have you ever realise that…. you are actually treating strangers on the pedestrian walk BETTER than you treating ur own FRIENDS and FAMILY??? you’ll say hi, good morning and bye to the strangers… but.. lets see… when you quarrelled with your family or friends, you try NOT to talk to them… or…. when you have a bad mood, you release your anger on your loved ones. you eventually may even end up scolding them… see??? is that what you call ‘APPRECIATE’??? it has become a HABIT for you to be with your friends and family and therefore, you forget the CORRECT n HUMANE way to treat them as a HUMAN and not as your PET or ANGER RELEASING OBJECT.
well… hope you can get my point here….. appreciate EVERYTHING you have now.. and be grateful for everything around you…. for you cannot return to the past. appreciate now and our future. try to say i love you to your parents or…. a simple phrase which some of you may not utter ‘thank you’…. learn to appreciate every single moment with them for life is TOO UNPREDICTABLE.
*take care*
★ 好好珍惜 ★
看到一個深愛著你的人為你而改變
因為愛你，他收起他的頑固脾氣
因為愛你，他對別人都以感謝的心
因為愛你，他把你的興趣也變成是他的興趣
喜歡一個人是沒有原因的
他無悔的付出，都認為是值得的，只要能和相愛的人在一起…
其實我們的身邊都有一些這樣的人，只是我們還沒發現…
最懂你的人，總是會一直的在你身邊守護你，不讓你有一絲的委屈…
真正愛你的人，不會說許多愛你的話卻會做許多愛你的事…
如果你身邊有這樣的人的話，請你好好珍惜………..
把握
一頓歷時89分鐘,價值274元的晚餐。一對男女戀人步出餐廳。
男的吃這頓飯吃得好辛苦,因他85分鐘都用了來想著公司的那份計劃書該怎樣做,
幸好女的一點也不發覺他心不在焉。
女的對男的說:「現在不算太晚,你不用送我了,我自己回家吧。」
明天就要交計劃書的男友,"立刻"答:
「好呀!那你小心點了,回家致電給我 吧。再見。」
男的飛快回家,去埋首他的工作,他不停的做直致電話響起。
他看看鐘原來已經半夜三 時許,是誰這麼夜來電’
他接過電話, 原來是他的未來外母:
「我女兒現在還沒回家,你不 是和她去了吃飯嗎’她怎樣了,我好怕……」
男的才記起女的說回到家後會致電他報 平安,
但現在已經夜半二、三時她為什麼還不回家。
男的心亂如麻,最後還是報警求助 。
去到警局,警員問他: [ 她失蹤時的衣著是’」
男的:「這…她……想不起來…」
警員:「不打緊,你先放鬆一下,那衣服的顏色總會記得吧’藍色’ 紅色’」
男的:「我…我只想著份計劃書,吃飯也低下頭…我不曾看過她的…」
警員:「她的髮型呢’長髮’短髮’」
男的:「我跟她一起很多年了…我所以…怎麼她的東西我一點也想不起…」
警員:「你說她是你女友,你們最近很少見面嗎’怎會連髮型也不知道,那她有帶
首飾 , 手袋嗎’」 男的也是無言以對。
離開警局,男的覺得很驚訝,驚訝他對女友的"不上心"。
多年來他已把愛情的感覺當成 一種 習慣,就連對他的女友也"習以為常",
已經不把她放在心上了。
已過了三天,女的還是音訊全無,這三天男的除了擔心女友的安危,
就是不停的想:「她的髮型、她的衣著,我怎會不知道的!我一定要記起來!」
這夜,男的經過一條幽黑、灰暗的長街,竟看見女的就站在長街的盡頭。
男的高興得跑向她,想緊緊的擁抱她。
但走到女友的面前他就改變了主意,他雙手按著女友的肩膊,說:
「等一下,先不要動。讓我看清楚你,你的頭髮、你的衣著,我要好好的記著。
回想起那晚,其實是你發現我還有工作在身,想我早點回家工作而叫我不用送你的。
一直以來只有你還關心我的感受,而我卻不理會你。
但不要緊,我已知道應怎樣去愛你、珍惜你。
相信 我,你的一切一切今後都會常在我心中的。」
女的:「你終於都懂得理會我的感受,懂得珍惜我了…可惜已經太遲……」
男的忽然醒過來,原來剛才的是一場夢。
夢醒後男的努力去想,夢中女友的衣著、髮型,但還是記不起來…..
隔天,男的終於再見到他的女友,就是在警員帶他到殮房認屍的時候……
望著躺在停屍間的女友,男的哭著說:
「我終於知道你的髮型,衣著,我現在才 真正的看真你。我會記著的,永遠都會記著的…
我剛想到要珍惜你…你醒醒呀…不要就這樣離開我好嗎……」
男的剛學會珍惜, 卻已後悔莫及。現在他除了哭泣,就什麼都做不了……
也許你常發現我一直凝望著你!你問我看什麼呢？
我笑笑的回答….沒什麼 ,只是想將你的一切記在心裏 ,在見不到你時細細回味……….
2nite…. not feelin in mood…. had father’s day celebration dinner with grandpa… bt turned out tht… i’m kinda in bad mood now… i saw soo many human’s very ugly side tonite.. very ugly side.. very despair.. really not in mood.. even tho i noe abt tht ugly side of human… BUT i never experience it MYSELF……. juz now really feel wanna run off d place.. juz feel… too fed up.. all d while durin d dinner, i juz b a 3rd viewer in d restaurant.. n.. i’m juz too down… c myself.. experience myself how humans can actually competing frm 1 another.. n s well s how humans can ‘berkomplot’ in order 2 get wat they 1… n saw soo much thing 2day.. juz feel d world is very dark.. all this while.. i REALLy believe d world is very bright, no dark side.. d world is everythin very nice n good… no bad things around.. even tho ppl told me d other way, i stil choose NOT 2 believe.. n finally.. i experience it dy… i HV 2 believe it.. I HV 2 face d truth.. nothing is perfect in tis world… looks like i hv 2 wake up frm my fairy tale dream… n it really make me sooo broken-hearted.. my point of view on earth has changed.. bcoz of… HUMANS….. d humans itself…
i m a human too.. how ironic tht is.. bt rite now.. i feel i stil haven’t really hv tht very ugly side yet…. n.. i really hope tht….. I WON’T b like them s well, one day…. i realy x 1…. i hope i WON’T… juz feelin a bit down now..
juz read jj’s blog.. n.. haih.. another heartbroken case….. n sometimes u’ll really wonder…. is it worth to LOVE some1?? n to love him / her FULL-HEARTEDLY….?? is tht worth?? tinkin of the sad ending…. d full torturing ending……… n.. somehow… do u tink it’ll finally b last a everlasting relationship?? do u really trust tht?? do u?? u sure tht a couple finally’ll b together no matter rich or poor, healthy or sick…. or whatever… r u sure?? sometimes.. u’ll juz really tink.. LOVe is NOTHING.. bt juz a PSYCHO STUFF. y muz fall in love with some1 n finally get INJURED DEEPLY in the end??? is tht worth after all???? u’ll tink u love some1.. bt finally… years later, months later, weeks later, or even days later, all of a sudden…. u juz sud woke up frm d ‘dream’.. n realise u n him/her is not suitable, is not meant 4 each other.. n finally.. break up. ya.. c?? LOVE soooo much.. n finally BREAK UP. ‘great’, rite? so, wat’s d use fallin in love n finally get hurt?? is it u hv suffered not enuf in tis world?? or juz.. u wanna get d ‘taste’ or ‘experience’ or whatever tht’ll b..
BUT…. CAN u stand d PAIN???? can u being d normal self n feeling nothin when u r rejected or broke up???? CAN U?? if u can, u r marvellous… after experiencing everythin, u may eventually juz gave up n lost hope in love or… u won’t give 100% trust n love 2 ur ‘loved’ 1s… kinda ironic, rite??
‘love is in the air’… does tis ever happen?? yes or no??? if so, y sooooo many divorces n break ups happen RIGHT in front of ur eyes??? is LOVe everlasting??? or again it’s like wat’s ky said.. LOVe - LIKe- HAbit….. n tht’s when no more feelings n break ups.. ‘interesting’, rite?? how i wish can juz run away frm ALL these.. i scare 1 day, i’ll suffer…. i c sooo many examples frm friends, coursemate, every1.. i x noe will i experience tht one day… i hope not.. for i noe.. the pain is too great.
will love b forever?? can it remain 2 b love?? n not like or habit??? wat do u tink?? i’m clueless.. i need some comments.. i need some refreshments.. i’m juz goin 2 float here n there… searchin 4 *ans*…
human always with a mask.. tht’s wat cy put on his msn status. many thoughts juz appear frm there….
i believe some humans hv their bad ugly side.. bt… not much’ll REALLY show ther tht ugly side… so.. wat they do?? BUY N WEAR A MASK! buy?? haha.. here juz means… build a fake personality.. n show tht FAKE personality 2 d whole world… n keep d ugly side 2 him/herself.. it’s juz some kind like Dr. Jekyll n Mr. Hyde.. or mayb.. like wk said… professor utonium n samurai.. hahah. =P
Y can’t humans live by showing their original personality?? no point being a bad ppl… juz b d good 1! then, they need not wear a mask… lalala.. =P
bt.. d topic.. human always wear a mask… also can mean d implications of 2day’s high tech… PLASTIC SURGERY!! get wat i’m tryin 2 say, rite?? new face!!! d 1s tink him or herself… ‘ugly’, go for plastic surgery…. easy. bt is tht ethical? is tht d real him or herself?? here v come back 2 d topic…. mayb he or she is juz wearin a mask.
we can’t expect to know someone perfectly deep.. for we can’t even understand ourselves well.. R v wearin a mask everyday??? tht is d ques left 2 u 2 tink abt…
